Aye everyone!
*kool aid smile*
I hope everyone has had a productive and enjoyable year thus far..I meant to start this blog up on a regular basis back in June/July ‘07, but as always….”stuff” happens lol
Since I’ve been able to snatch some free time in the aftermath of Thanksgiving/Black Friday, I wanted to pop in. BTW, check out my site http://kami2hot.com & if you’re on my myspace, my profile http://myspace.com/kami2hot. [Yes, everything with me is ALWAYS a commercial! lol]
This afternoon I found myself strangely drawn to a couple of clips that I’ve saved on my computer of lions & tigers fighting each other in the early 20th century..Now I’m a blood & guts type of chick, but strangely enough, i didn’t want to watch the conclusion of the matches although i already knew the outcome yet I couldn’t tear myself away…There’s nothing wrong with being emotional from time to time but I’ve NEVER been mushy, scary or downright GIRLY *disclaimer: I’m heterosexual folks*… This simply isn’t suppose to be a reaction coming from me..
Due to the holiday, I was also checking in with my various assortment of cousins and friends who updated me with their life’s quirks, mostly about work & relationships..Hearing this, my mind drifted to my own situatation.. Now that I am in business for myself, I don’t have any desire to work in an office other than my own, ever again.. I was never the risk taker yet I was starting to reflect that trait that usually my cousins/friends exhibited.
On the dating front, I’m seriously considering cutting loose one fb while the other is a definite cut…Before ya’ll get the wrong idea, most guys I meet I’m not attracted to; its strickly platonic.. However with the few that I do dig, we usually end up being platonic friends or fb’s *shrugs* …After a few situtations I’ve witnessed/been involved in this year, I’m really leaning more toward leaving the whole dating thing alone. After I got off of the phone, I couldn’t help but to wonder…
Wtf is my deal???
Naturally that triggered a self analysis over the past few months..
Its funny how something so trivial sets things off lol
Hey hope all is well…. dont worry i had the same issue when i was dating either they were friends or all they wanted was to be FB’s. Well i just say do you and focus on the things that edify you and make you happy. Your too bless to be stressed. When are you coming back to New York
PS – We met through Sean Malcolm……hope you remember