Aye everyone!
*kool aid smile*
I hope everyone has had a productive and enjoyable year thus far..I meant to start this blog up on a regular basis back in June/July ‘07, but as always….”stuff” happens lol
Since I’ve been able to snatch some free time in the aftermath of Thanksgiving/Black Friday, I wanted to pop in. BTW, check out my site http://kami2hot.com & if you’re on my myspace, my profile http://myspace.com/kami2hot. [Yes, everything with me is ALWAYS a commercial! lol]
This afternoon I found myself strangely drawn to a couple of clips that I’ve saved on my computer of lions & tigers fighting each other in the early 20th century..Now I’m a blood & guts type of chick, but strangely enough, i didn’t want to watch the conclusion of the matches although i already knew the outcome yet I couldn’t tear myself away…There’s nothing wrong with being emotional from time to time but I’ve NEVER been mushy, scary or downright GIRLY *disclaimer: I’m heterosexual folks*… This simply isn’t suppose to be a reaction coming from me..
Due to the holiday, I was also checking in with my various assortment of cousins and friends who updated me with their life’s quirks, mostly about work & relationships..Hearing this, my mind drifted to my own situatation.. Now that I am in business for myself, I don’t have any desire to work in an office other than my own, ever again.. I was never the risk taker yet I was starting to reflect that trait that usually my cousins/friends exhibited.
On the dating front, I’m seriously considering cutting loose one fb while the other is a definite cut…Before ya’ll get the wrong idea, most guys I meet I’m not attracted to; its strickly platonic.. However with the few that I do dig, we usually end up being platonic friends or fb’s *shrugs* …After a few situtations I’ve witnessed/been involved in this year, I’m really leaning more toward leaving the whole dating thing alone. After I got off of the phone, I couldn’t help but to wonder…
Wtf is my deal???
Naturally that triggered a self analysis over the past few months..
Its funny how something so trivial sets things off lol